I wrote these ideas, essays, ponderings over the 1990's to 2010. Thoughts on my journey as it happened and trying to discover my way in life in career, further education, relationships and places to live. It is honesty in its basest form. I waver back and forth, I seek the best for me, back out and seek again.

I am just a guy seeking to live the best I can with the knowledge I have (never enough to make the perfect decision). But as I sit in late 2025; after 30 years have passed, the Path brought me to a good place in spite of my wavering, failures, unknowns and just doing the best I could.

This has been a grand wonderful journey and all that is expressed in these essays (in real time as I thought about things); confirms to me that it is ultimately your heart and spirit (the force of God in you) that allows you to walk the path however it flows and ultimately end well.

I am ending well and I am happy.